Sooo it's been a hectic week! I'm trying my hardest to get things packed up and situated, not to mention the fact that I AM POOR. Watev, things will work out. Everything happens for a reason and I'm content with the fact that life will work its way out on its own. I found out some extremely disturbing news Wednesday night while at my moms house. As we both broke down a cried aloud, I couldn't help but wonder why is it that when one problem arises, a whole bunch of them follow? With this bad and disturbing news I began to wonder if I should return to California so soon.. it seems as though there are people here that need my support and I want to give them my all. I'm tired of not having the money, the answer, or the time. Maybe I yearn for too much in my American dreams??
So last week I ached from an unbearable soar throat. On top of me not getting any sleep for the past two days, I woke up today feeling nauseated and just plain sick! I felt as though I had to puke but I truly didn't have to.. I don't know, it was weird, awkward, and I surely didn't need it. I couldn't leave my house so when I got enough strength to get in the shower I found myself feeling weak again. I curled up in my new robe on the couch and tried to get as much air as possible. I was scared to bits to eat anything, fearing the "puke" afterwards. When babe returned home I asked him to make me some tostones with a light coating of salt. I devoured them all! but only because I hadn't eaten since the night before and it was now 3:00pm! any who! I urged to go outside thinking the fresh air would be of great help but it started pouring raining! ugh I hate the rain.. seriously, it makes me feel icky. So I just came from outside and I can feel that I'm getting better. I was hoping that I didn't have that virus that's been going around. please pray for my recovery! BEING SICK SUCKS!
with love,
*imsuchadoll*
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