The outcome

Well, I managed to get through my final with a positive upside. Watev, I'm seriously just over it all. I wish I could take my mind off the millions of uncanny thoughts running wild in my head, but it just won’t happen. There’s too much going on right now.

I saw my student advisor today and the outcome? She can’t help me. I just want to lie down, eat real Chinese food from the corners of the Bronx, and silently cry. I want to call mom and scream my troubles, but its 2:00am in New York. These are the things I hate. I guess at this point, I want to get on my flight and leave LA behind, so I won’t have to think about it anymore.

I want things to be okay.

With love,


*imsuchadoll*

Ugh.. no, wait.. Woohoo!

I woke up and I have somewhat of a BLAH day ahead of me. I have to go to school to find out about financial clearance for the winter quarter - Anything that goes on with that can’t be good... I have no money, soooo I’m pretty much [[fucked]] because they aren’t going to allow me to start when I get back from my break. Watev, I try not to think about it so much, I have no idea what I'm going to do. After that I have to take my final, and I'm also pretty much [[fucked]] because I have to take it four days early because I won’t be here on Friday ugh. Umm, when I’m finished with that I'm most likely going to run to Ralphs to get some kind of food! I didn’t want to go grocery shopping because I'm leaving, but I HAVE NOTHING IN MY FRIDGE!

The only thing that seems to be keeping me sane is the phone call I received from babe this afternoon, regarding life altering news! I'm exceptionally happy for him and I can’t wait to get home to celebrate! Let me be the first to say Congratulations! Mwah babe!

The rest of my day… Who knows? I'll check in later on with the "what’s" of it all.

With love,


*imsuchadoll*