Monday, December 17, 2007

The outcome

Well, I managed to get through my final with a positive upside. Watev, I'm seriously just over it all. I wish I could take my mind off the millions of uncanny thoughts running wild in my head, but it just won’t happen. There’s too much going on right now.

I saw my student advisor today and the outcome? She can’t help me. I just want to lie down, eat real Chinese food from the corners of the Bronx, and silently cry. I want to call mom and scream my troubles, but its 2:00am in New York. These are the things I hate. I guess at this point, I want to get on my flight and leave LA behind, so I won’t have to think about it anymore.

I want things to be okay.

With love,


*imsuchadoll*

1 comment:

kit von b. said...

hunnie!!! dont worry, when u get back u'll have your 4 chicken wings & fries with ketchup, hot sauce, & bbq sauce!! lol. sometimes i forget your in another time zone. must suck counting backwards (or is it forward?) to call ur folks. hope 2 see u when u get here.
-karrie b.